Who doesn’t want to be happy? I think most if not all of us have the wish
and desire for happiness in life. I
certainly do.
But,
I know as you know that happiness is elusive because happiness is getting what
we want, and we don’t always get what we want.
Happiness is a fleeting emotion. The feeling doesn’t last long even when we
get what we want.
Nevertheless,
we are supposed to be happy! Our culture
fosters that idea. I once attended a
church service during a time when I was between pastorates. I was really
low. I was so low that I was reaching up
to touch rock bottom. I didn’t need to
hear the worship leader say, “Some of you look sad. Don’t look sad! Be happy.
Come on everybody, how about a big smile to start the service today?” I felt sick.
I felt like I just wanted to get up and leave. My happiness machine was broken and wasn’t
going to generate any happiness for a while.
I had to work through some things and get my mind and emotions around what
had caused my despair. You can’t be happy when you’re sad even when
the worship leader tells you to be happy.
Instead, I needed the freedom to feel all of my emotions pouring over me
which included anger, sad, loneliness, and hurt.
God
made us emotional. They are a gift. Receive
them. Experience them fully. I think this is part of what Jesus meant when
He said that He gives life fully and abundantly (John 10:10). Full living is to fully experience the
emotional pain of hurt, sadness, loneliness, and other emotions instead of self-medicating
with alcohol or building a wall around the heart to block the unpleasant,
painful ones.
Let
go and experience the emotion of hurt which speaks to our desire for healing
and wholeness. Sadness speaks to our
need to grieve and accept life on life’s terms.
Loneliness speaks to our deep desire for relationship with God and
others. These are not bad emotions but
good ones because emotions lead us to the understanding that we not complete
within ourselves.
Emotions
point us to our need for a love-relationship with God and true friends for
encouragement and support completing in us what is lacking. I think this is what Jesus meant by a full,
complete and meaningful life.
Emotions
tell us that we are alive and that life has meaning. I feel; therefore, I’m
alive.
To
be alive is to experience the gift of emotions and understand what they are
telling us.
Understanding them helps gives
life meaning. Jesus certainly experienced
his emotions. He didn’t build a wall
around his heart. He wept at the tomb of
Lazarus. He hurt when thousands left him after feeding them. He experienced
loneliness in the Garden when he longed for his disciples to pray with him.
Gladness, as fleeting as it is, comes too
when we walk through the pain, listen to the heart, and fully feel all of the
emotions that make us human. Jesus
walked through grief, hurt, loneliness and much more. Gladness came and went and came again for
him. He experienced his emotions deeply
and fully in his humanity. He showed
that all of our emotions mysteriously weave and work together making the heart
into a beautiful tapestry.
(Special
thanks to Chip Dodd’s insights from his book, The Voice of the Heart.) Click link to preview and order Dodd's book from Amazon.
Click the arrow in the embedded video or click this link for "I Give You My Heart" by Hillsong.
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